Thanksgiving

As the Holidays are starting to roll around, the first one of the season is Thanksgiving. I have so much to be thankful for. I am thankful to be married to such a wonderful man that loves me, I am thankful to have a great and loving family, I am thankful for the few great friends that I have, I am thankful for the healthy and great kids of my 4H group, and I am thankful for the animals in my life that bring me so much joy. I can not stop thinking that it has been two years since we began trying to have children and a year since being diagnosed infertile. This will be the third Thanksgiving I say "hopefully next year I can say I am thankful and blessed by my child(ren)". See what people do not always understand is that yes we have only been on the "official adoption list" for 8 (now closer to 9 months) but we have been trying to have children for 2 years with absolutely no success. So with having so much to be thankful for I am still yearning for more...