The wait

So since March we have been on the official list so we wait. We wait through friend pregnancies, through seasons, through animals (lol), through festivals, through books, through forums, the "we are praying for you", and the "maybe now since your not thinking about it you will become pregnant".
If you are praying please pray that I (not Art, he has patience) may have enough patience and courage to keep moving forward and that "our baby angel" will fund us sooner then later.
I am a strong believer in miracles but I also believe that if I didn't have bad luck I would have no luck. Nothing has came easy for Art and I and I whole heartily believe this also will not come easy to us. From finding a house, my career, our friendships, our weight, our money, and my family issues. I am not complaining but stating how we feel/the facts. Everything happens for a reason and if it's meant to be it will be!
But just so everyone knows this is for real, this is happening. We are legitimately waiting to be placed with our child. Our first choice is adoption, the Doctors (yes Doctors) have said that we are infertile and we have been trying to conceive for 2 years so yes miracles can happen but let's be realistic. Art and I are so excited about our decision and for "our baby"!
Right now I am reading "You Can Adopt" by Susan Caughman & Isolde Motley and it truly is empowering me and solidifying our decision and making this journey that much more exciting and well worth it!
"God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. Courage to change the things I can; and wisdom to know the difference."